Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Well now I really hate this class. I get someone to be my assistant for this project but I get to the lab and it’s locked during the lab hours. So I had to sign up for a time otherwise the lab help would leave. So fucking dammit I feel awful since I brought my co worker here and I can’t even do my project. Fuck that.

Monday, September 29, 2014

Well my lack of friends is even more apparent when I don’t have anyone to help me with my photography assignment. I’m not even allowed to shoot in the studio without a damn assistant. So fuck me. How am I supposed to do the goddamn assignment when the teacher won’t even help me. I hate this class.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Ugh I hate feeling like I’m clingy or jealous cause I don’t feel like I’m that person. Its just when you don’t see someone and they don’t seem like they want to hang out with you, all I feel is clingy when I’m asking if they want to hang out. He used to come over after work all the time, but the past couple of weeks he hasn’t even texted. I feel like he doesn’t like me and I’m putting in more effort that doesn’t go anywhere. 

I feel useless and like a failure. Whenever I say that people are always like you’re in school you’re not a failure, but I don’t ever feel like trying not even on the projects and things I should enjoy. I don’t wanna say I’m depressed because I’m not and I know that. I’m just lacking motivation for anything because I don’t feel good enough to try. Maybe that is depression. 

I know not many people will read this, but I feel better just getting my feelings out. Because otherwise I will just end up crying and feeling even worse because it makes me feel like I’m weak and can’t grow up and face life. 

Monday, April 21, 2014

aelogan:

jenibitches:

aelogan:

A year ago today I was in Cape visiting my old university and me and Jeni ( jenibitches) drove 2 hours to get our first tattoos 

And that night we got drunk and bought tickets and booked a hotel for the Fall Out Boy/Panic!/21 Pilots show

in Atlanta.

A YEAR AGO TODAY

Bitch where you be. We need to get more tattoos together and have some bevs. I got nothing to do and guess what I got hooked on 21 pilots and to think its crazy the first time I heard them it was live. Love you!!!! I don’t know if I ever said congrats on getting you job! SO CONGRATSSSSSSS!!!! You deserve it!

Gurl I’m at my house, but I’ll be at yours in 12 DAYS!!!!! We better not book another trip 9 hours away this time.
Omg don’t tempt me, I need another 3 years to think about my next tattoo.
I KNOW I LOVE THEM. They’ll be in St.Louis this summer, but I think you’ll be in Italy then?
THANKS GIRL!!!!!!!!!! I’m a like, big girl now?!?!! 
I LOVE YOU AND I’M EXCITED ABOUT OUR NEXT ADVENTURE ALREADY

Can’t wait to see you! I got that saturday off so hopefully we can do something! 3 years I thought you knew what you wanted! Then again I don’t know what tattoo I want, but I have some ideas. Yeah, I’ll be in Italy when they’re there. I’m sure you’ll be going though wont you?

aelogan:

A year ago today I was in Cape visiting my old university and me and Jeni ( jenibitches) drove 2 hours to get our first tattoos 

And that night we got drunk and bought tickets and booked a hotel for the Fall Out Boy/Panic!/21 Pilots show

in Atlanta.

A YEAR AGO TODAY

Bitch where you be. We need to get more tattoos together and have some bevs. I got nothing to do and guess what I got hooked on 21 pilots and to think its crazy the first time I heard them it was live. Love you!!!! I don’t know if I ever said congrats on getting you job! SO CONGRATSSSSSSS!!!! You deserve it!
Sunday, March 16, 2014
Amaretto Sours, cookie baking, and Dance Gavin Dance while waiting for boyo to get off work. EEEEEEEeeeeEEEEeeeEeEEEEE

Amaretto Sours, cookie baking, and Dance Gavin Dance while waiting for boyo to get off work. EEEEEEEeeeeEEEEeeeEeEEEEE

Saturday, March 1, 2014
Ugh someone come fuck me. Seriously i have like 30 min - 2 hours until the one guy who wants to fuck me gets off work. Guys don’t say you love sex then not fuck a girl. Seriously we then wonder if you mean not with us. I need some more bevs please.

Ugh someone come fuck me. Seriously i have like 30 min - 2 hours until the one guy who wants to fuck me gets off work. Guys don’t say you love sex then not fuck a girl. Seriously we then wonder if you mean not with us. I need some more bevs please.

Thursday, February 27, 2014
I’m cold and tired, but I have homework to do and sadly my human heating blanket is in STL. I’m tired of school and my motivation is low. I feel like I’m in a rut. I shouldn’t be up this late, but it’s normal now. It’s weird, I’m weird.

I’m cold and tired, but I have homework to do and sadly my human heating blanket is in STL. I’m tired of school and my motivation is low. I feel like I’m in a rut. I shouldn’t be up this late, but it’s normal now. It’s weird, I’m weird.